At the same time, it's a beginning. A beginning of more practice, of a different mindset, of perhaps teaching. From that perspective, you're back at the bottom, at the beginning, looking up at a new path to a different pinnacle.
Enjoy the photos of Grace & Megan's pinnacle, because they accomplished all the hard work and demonstrated the skills of aikido so beautifully last Saturday.
Now they are at the beginning.
What goals are you achieving, projects are you accomplishing, that put you at the beginning? Starting over is a precious gift, and the specialness, the uniqueness of each accomplishment is the door that opens to the next challenge.